Time for another unassuming, fairly useless blog post about happenings in my life... Why do I write them? Because I like to keep a record of how I feel in amongst things I like. I think one day I'll look back and feel that I can learn from it.

As tired as I am right now I want to finish this just before going to bed, even though writing it makes me feel more eager to become creatively active and do something like write more of my novel. I'm in the throws of January exams which I am massively unprepared for due to my changing of course in the later part of last term. This underpreparedness has left me making some seriously tight cutting decision about what work I do and don't do.

I have however had plenty of time to be social and experiment on the computer, I found a very interesting indie game I think any gamer should check out: [link] it has the best combat system I've ever used, but it's very hard to master. I'm still trying to make my own games but the effort and time involved is never presented to me for long enough to allow me to actually get anywhere and my ideas about what makes a 'good game' change so frequently.

Apart from that... there's still this girl (as always...) who I like, and who I'd be almost anything to be closer to. We're really good friends now, she's warmed to me a lot, even after founding out about my affections towards her... but although all my friends say it looks hopeful I can't help but think that she might just be attempting to secure our friendship. I sincerely hope not...

That's all for now really... I can't be bothered to write any more.